Wednesday, March 9, 2016

DEAR BRIAN CARN & '48 HOUR OF PRAYER' FAMILY & A TESTIMONY OF THE 48 HOURS OF PRAYER



Thank you Prophet Carn...Thank you!!

"The greatest thing...in all my life.......is loving you...loving you...♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ " (on repeat since January in our household from our mouths)

"I am pursued...Lord to Love You...I have been chained..To bless your name...I am constrained..by this great Gospel..Forever To Worship You..♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ " (On repeat on my lips since 3 days ago)

Without out doubt...this is the realest and most intimate  I have ever felt God in my entire life.. Prophet Carn...thank you for listening to God... The Holiness in that atmosphere was undeniable. You came to Houston in January..and before that, well about November, I found out about you...

See I graduated a year early at 22, from one of the most prestigious universities in the world, The University of Texas at Austin...I studied Radio-Television-Film, and always thought I would be in LA making films for the Lord.. well in my college years I was very carnal, until my senior year of college... I truly sold out for Christ...Your stand for Christ has inspired my stand. You are an inspiration to all ages, but especially to the young people. The power you have at such a young age is a testimony of what happens when you abandon it all, especially being that the devil loves to target young people, for Christ. When you chose to deny your flesh and TRULY LIVE FOR CHRIST..WOW.  HOW YOUR PRESENCE HAS BECOME GOD'S PRESENCE. HOW PEOPLE JUMP OUT OF WHEELCHAIRS AND DEMONS FLEE WHEN YOU WALK INTO THE ROOM.

YOUR GOAL WAS ACHIEVED WITH ME...YOU HAVE EVOKED A SPIRITUAL JEALOUSY IN ME...

I WANT IT...I WANT WHAT YOU HAVE.. A FIRE FOR THE MOST HIGH HOLY GOD! I GOT IT AT THE 48 HOURS OF PRAYER! (well 72 hours lol)

I went on a mission trip with the organization, Let's Start Talking, June- August 2015 to Honduras & Argentina after graduation...which a lot of people, including extended family didn't agree with.."shouldn't you be looking for a job?" they would say..  You see, people beheld me as 'the smart one' ... I came back to America in August 2015 after my time reading the Gospel in the form of English classes, and God hit me with a BOOM. But praise God I am at home now...I spend HOURS AND HOURS SEEKING GOD'S FACE, SPENDING INTIMATE TIMES WITH HIM, LETTING HIM PURGE ME SEARCH ME PURIFY ME, AMIDST THE NAYSAYERS.. HE WAS TEACHING ME TO ONLY HEAR HIS VOICE AND HIS VOICE ONLY.  I LEARNED TO FORGET ABOUT MY 'IMAGE' AND FOCUS ON CARRYING MY CROSS NO MATTER WHO LIKED IT. I DON'T LIVE BY THE WORLD'S AGENDA BUT CHRIST'S..
THANK GOD HE GAVE ME AMAZING FRIENDS LIKE BRANDY, DANA, TANEIL, WHO TRULY UNDERSTOOD   ( EVEN IF THEY DIDN'T UNDERSTAND...THEY ENCOURAGED ME IN MY ABNORMAL WALK WITH CHRIST) AND ENCOURAGED ME IN MY WALK WITH CHRIST..AS ABNORMAL AS IT LOOKED SINCE I DIDN'T HAVE A 'NORMAL JOB'. I EVEN HAD TO CUT CERTAIN FAMILY/PEOPLE OFF, WHO I LOVE, BUT I HAD TO DISTANCE MYSELF FROM THEM, BECAUSE DEMONS WILL USE THEIR WORDS TO ATTACK YOU. IT'S ALL SPIRITUAL YOU GUYS. I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR MY FAMILY FOR SUPPORTING ME, SPIRITUALLY, FINANCIALLY AND EVERY AREA ELSE IN THIS PURGING SEASON OF MY LIFE..

I WAS IN SPIRITUAL BOOTCAMP..GOD IS PREPARING ME FOR THE NATIONS AND THESE PAST 8 MONTHS WERE VITAL TO MY WALK WITH CHRIST..I HAD TO CHOSE CHRIST..I COULD HAVE CHOSE TO HAVE ANY HIGH PAYING JOB IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW,,BUT I'D BE IN DEMONIC BONDAGE OUT OF THE WILL OF GOD..AND SOULS WOULD BE AT STAKE BECAUSE OF MY DISOBEDIENCE..BUT PRAISE GOD THE 48 HOURS OF PRAYER I WAS APART OF IGNITED A FIRE FOR CHRIST IN LIKE NEVER BEFORE. THAT I WON'T BE AFRAID OF THEIR FACES.

You see, God had other plans for me. I could have went and got a job in film anywhere in the world, I had people who had connections with The Washington Post even asking me to send my resume. But God had me right at home. GOD TOLD ME YOU CAN GO GET A JOB, BUT YOU WILL BE OUT OF MY WILL..WILL YOU LISTEN TO THE WORLD OR FOR ME...I REALLY HAD TO ABANDON ALL OPINIONS, EVEN MY OWN , I HAD TO BE PURGED..WASHED IN THIS TIME..IT WAS HARD BUT IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TO BE IN HIS WILL. I HAD MY HEART FIXED AND MIND REGULATED.Seeking his face. It broke me.. it humbled me. God DISMANTLED my pride...pride I didn't even know I had...

Let me step back as to what God delivered me from before I continue...Since I was 6 years old to about 20, I was demonically bound to a demon  STRONGHOLD/STRONGMAN lust and a spirit of perversion. My dad was addicted to crack, bound by a stronghold/ STRONGMAN OF PHARMACIA  (he was appointed as a prophet since birth and knew his calling, but ran from God, but as of January 2014 he is preaching the Gospel of Jesus Christ), so I had a lot of 'daddy issues'. But I was bound by a spirit of lust.

I would watch the most perverted and demonic porn that would warp my mind...lust in never satisfied..so it would get more demonic and demonic.. I would stay up for hours watching porn..masturbating..I would even have friends and even 'cousins' that we would 'play sex'. (SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER TOLD ANYONE BUT ONE PERSON..AND I TOLD THAT ONE PERSON (THE ONE GOD'S REVELATED IS MY HUSBAND) AFTER THE LAST DAY OF THE 72 HOURS OF PRAYER..AFTER I GOT SET FREE..SO I COULD BRING HOLINESS NOT SECRETS INTO OUR FUTURE MARRAIGE..AND NOW I'M SHARING PUBLICLY FOR THE FIRST TIME) Even though there is no such thing as 'playing sex' but kids imitate what they see, they watch a Spiderman movie, they are going to play spiderman, watch porn, they are going to 'play sex'. It makes me sick that 'experts' are now saying that type of 'play' is normal in children, 'playing doctor' they call it...I'm so fed up with that.. I had a lot of guilt growing up for my past, I even tried to ease my guilt by saying 'well see, the experts say it's normal.' But I knew God had called me out to expose my 'deep dark secrets', bring them to the light so God can use them for his glory...He started doing that  in 2015...and this now, this is the first time I have revealed the 'sex play'. I always wanted to wait to have sex before marriage, but i felt as if I didn't deserve it. I was unworthy..I was so far gone.. Like if people really knew my past, they would forsake me.. but even if they did.. PRAISE GOD I HAVE A GOD WHO WILL NEVER LEAVE ME OR FORSAKE ME. I thought nobody would want to marry me if they knew my "true past", but praise God, I told EVERYTHING to the one who is my future husband and praise God, he accepts me.. BUT EVEN IF HE DIDN'T MY TRUE ETERNAL BRIDEGROOM, CHRIST, LOVES ME, ALL OF ME, NO MATTER MY PAST FUTURE OR PRESENT.

I hate the feeling I got after I masturbated..the porn I would watch would get more perverted and demonic and demonic...I hated sex but I couldn't stop. I hated masturbating..but I couldn't stop..it warped my view of sex.. BUT PRAISE GOD FOR 1 YEAR AND 3 MONTHS I'VE BEEN SET FREE!! 

But the 48 Hours of Prayer helped me have  A NEW BOLDNESS FOR CHRIST. TO REVEAL THIS!

Backtrack, In August 2015 , after I graduated with my Bachelor's of Science, I decided  The Holy Spirt led me to be in full time ministry..God told me I would have to go back home.. Everything in me cringed at that. 'What Lord? You want me to live at home with my parents? What are people going to think of me? They are going to think I'm a failure..I want my own stuff..I want to get out there and live by my own rules..

With that, The Lord was exposing my heart to me.. THE YEARS OF PEOPLE PLEASING, OF PRIDE...HE NEEDED ME TO BE BROKEN TO BE HUMBLE FOR WHERE HE WAS TAKING ME.. 

At first my parents thought I was throwing away my degree..even though they are Holy Ghost filled.. (But then God told me you must not love your parents, more than Him, I had to do whatever it took, abandon and hurt anyone God said to to be in his will) they didn't understand at first, but God worked that out.. I recorded for their ministry. And the ministry, 'Last Call Ministries, is such a testimony because even though maybe 2 people show up or none, watching my parents and our stand has taught us that we don't do this for crowds. We preach with excellence, we do everything , NOT JUST AS IF WE ARE PREACHING FOR A MILLION...BUT THAT WE ARE PREACHING AND DOING EVERYTHING FOR A HOLY GOD. 

I used to be so caught up in social media 'likes', I used to be so bad, that on Instagram, if a picture didn't get a certain amount of likes, I would delete it.. totally bound by the opinions of people. But in 2014 he told me to delete Instagram so he could start getting that people bondage out of me... which helped with my blog.. I started this blog last August.. I long writing, but I truly have a passion to preach and evangelize and I want to write as well.. But if I still had that people bondage, I would not have this blog.. Cuz I don't get that many views, even some people closest to me don't view my blog..BUT PRAISE GOD EVEN IF ONE SOUL GETS SET FREE FROM IT THAT'S WHY I DO IT...

God has totally disrupted my plans to seek him full time to prepare for preaching the Gospel...to prepare me for the 48 Hours of Prayer..

Being back home after college was the best thing that could happen to me.. Holiness was in that House. That's how I found out about you, because my mom and dad (figured out how to use YouTube/ the computer to watch Youtube videos of  preaching) There is constant prayer in that household, constant praises going up at the wee hours of the morning. We would always gather to watch videos of you preaching. So we were so excited to know you were coming to Houston in January. Although we couldn't make it because we had our ministry going on that Friday night, but my mom's twin sister managed to make it.

AND PRAISE THE LORD, GOD ANSWERED OUR HEART'S DESIRE AND YOU STAYED AN EXTRA DAY. WOW WOW WOW. WHAT AN ANOINTED TIME IN WORD. YOU USHERED IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD AND CHANGED MY WORSHIP LIFE. 

My mom does not even know how to text message, but she knows how to find uploads of your Periscope videos to Youtube (lol) and that's how we figured out about the 48 hours of prayer.

My parents and I planned our next few months around the 48 hours...NOTHING WAS GOING TO STOP US FROM GETTING THERE.

WOW WOW WOW. IT WAS TRULY THE BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE. THE TANGIBLE POWER OF GOD WAS SOOO REAL. AND BEING THERE, I HAD TO LOOK AT MY DAD, WHO WAS BOUND MY A DEMON OF DRUGS FOR 20 OF MY 22 YEARS , WORSHIPING THE LORD FOR 48 HOURS PLUS, BRINGING YOUNG MEN WITH HIM THERE, AND WALKING IN HIS CALLING OF THE LORD...WHAT A BEAUTIFUL MOMENT.. . AND SEEING MY MOM, WHO STOOD ON GOD'S WORD..WHO SAYS THAT SHE WOULDN'T TRADE ANY OF THE PAIN BECAUSE IT GOT HERE TO THE LEVEL OF GOD SHE IS AT NOW...God healed her of a cancerous tumor in 2014...like the woman with the issue of blood my MY PRESSED IN TO CHRIST AND RECEIVED HER HEALING..SHE FOUGHT FOR HER HEALING IN CHRIST . 

To be honest... the 48 (well turned to be 72 hours really) was the HARDEST THING I ever had to do in my life... THAT FLESH MY FLESH WAS FIGHTING ME.. I MADE UP IN MY MIND TO FAST WHEN I HEARD THAT THE PROPHET WAS FASTING..I wanted something from the Lord..I wanted a fresh anointing..I wanted to walk into the destiny God has prepared for me.  I HAD TO FIGHT THAT FLESH.. I HAD TO FIGHT SLEEP.. I HAD TO STEP AWAY FROM MY PARENTS MOST THE TIME..AND GO TO THE ALTER..STAY THERE..jump around..run around..go outside to get fresh air......THE POWER WAS SO REAL..THERE..THE TANGIBLE ANOINTING 

GOD TOLD ME MY LIFE WAS GOING TO CHANGE AT THE 48 HOURS OF PRAYER IN WHEN IT WAS FIRST ANNOUNCED...I GAVE MY ALL UNTO THE PROPHET FINANCIALLY, BECAUSE I, LIKE THE LITTLE WIDOW WHO DOES NOT HAVE MUCH, I BELIEVE THE PROPHET AND WILL HONOR THE LORD AND THE BIBLE FOR THE POWER OF GOD I WAS AND THOUSANDS OF OTHERS GOT TO BE APART OF. 
"Whoever welcomes a prophet as a prophet will receive a prophet's reward, and whoever welcomes a righteous person as a righteous person will receive a righteous person's reward. Matthew 10:41"

IT WAS INCREDIBLE, IT WAS INDESCRIBABLE. During worship I would look around and just bask and stand in awe.. This is a glimpse of heaven,I would think....I don't want to leave this presence... I FEEL AT HOME..I'M HOME WITH MY BROTHER'S AND SISTERS AND ABBA..

But then It came to me..that this is the INPARTATION so we could leave this place among believers and GO OUT ONTO THE WORLD..IT WILL BE HARD , IT WILL BE CARRYING OUR CROSS BUT IT WILL BE WORTH MY LIFE, WORTH IT ALL, TO LIVE AND ABIDE AND BECOME ONE WITH MY SAVIOR FOREVER..   THANK YOU PROPHET CARN FOR TAKING US TO THAT PLACE IN THE HOLY SPIRIT. THANK YOU FOR YOUR FAMILY, YOUR TIME, YOUR FASTING, YOUR CROSS, YOUR PERSECUTION, YOUR SACRIFICE, EVERYTHING..THANK YOU FOR LETTING THE LORD USE YOU.. BEING SO YOUNG! THANK GOD WE HAVE A RIGHTEOUS EXAMPLE OF A YOUNG PERSON FOLLOWING THE LORD. EVEN SEEING HOW YOUR LITTLE NIECE (whose hair I couldn't stop starring at by the way lol) WORKS FOR THE LORD. HOW INSPIRING. 

WORDS CAN NOT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL NOW..I'M SO ON FIRE FOR THE LORD..

HE'S TRULY SHOWED ME WHERE HE'S TAKING ME.. I HAVE A FRESH BOLDNESS..SOMETIMES I DON'T LIKE HURTING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS, TRYING TO STAY IN 'SAFE' CHRISTIANITY ...BUT NO MORE...

I didn't know you were coming back another night, but less than an hour before..I was laying in bed (I live 65 miles away from Houston) and The Holy Spirit told me to go on Brian Carn's twitter... And I saw that you were coming at 7:30 that night. I JUMPED OUT THAT BED, GOT DRESSED SO QUICK AND DROVE TO HOUSTON...CALLED MY MOM AND TOLD HER AND THEY CAME AGAIN AND THEY BROUGHT MY BROTHER CHRIS. I didn't know they were there because I sat by myself, I knew after that WHEN YOU CALLED FOR DEMONS TO COME OUT, MY BROTHER STARTED MANIFESTING AND HE WAS SET FREE. My brother knows Christ, knows he's called to preach, he's 28. He once was in Christian rap, was ministering but turned back to the world, BUT HE GOT SET FREE! PRAISE THE LORD...

"REEVIVVE US...AGAINNNNN...♩ ♪ ♫ ♬ 

That night truly WOKE ME UP. Seeing those many demons being casted out of CHRISTIANS..THOSE WHO SPEAK AND TONGUES AND WHO I KNOW LOVE THE LORD...BOUND BY DEMONS..AND HOW I WAS IN THE CHURCH BUT BOUND BY A SPIRIT OF LUST AND PERVERSION SINCE CHILDHOOD..

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENT TO ME OF THE NIGHT WAS WHEN YOU TOLD US TO CRY OUT TO THE LORD. HEARING THOUSDANSS WEEEPP.

WEEPING FOR OUR DADDY TO HOLD US..TO CLEANSE US..TO REVIVE US
TO GO BACK TO OUR FIRST LOVE. 
WEEPING FOR ABBA..
I CRIED OUT FROM MY BELLY...SOMETHING I NEVER DO..
I CRIED OUT ..
I CRIED OUT!!!
I THREW MY VOICE LIKE AN ARROW. 
I WENT INTO SPIRITUAL LABOR 
WE WAILED...! I WANT YOU LORD! CLEANSE ME! 
I ALLOWED GOD TO POSSES ME
CLEANSE ME!
IN THAT MOMENT HE TOLD ME THAT I'M ALREADY LOVED, THAT I NEED TO FORGIVE MY EARTLHY FATHER FOR NOT BEING THERE FOR ME GROWING UP, GIVING ME THAT LOVE I DESIRED, (which I thought I did forgive ) THAT I DON'T HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL MY WEDDING DAY TO GET THAT LOVE FROM MY HUSBAND (because a human can never be God and fill those voids) THAT MY DADDY WAS RIGHT THERE LOVING ME..DESPITE MY PAST..DESPITE MY CHILDHOOD I WAS EMBARRASSED OF...IT'S NOT MY TESTIMONY I'M SO PROUD..

"You arrree royalllttyyyyyyy...so I crown youuuuu....King of Kinggs...OOOOOHHHHH ...SOOOO III CROOOWNN YYOUUUUU KINNG OF KINGSS. Your majesty....♩ ♪ ♫ ♬   " 

I used to hate and be embarrassed of the fact that my dad was on drugs...NOW I REJOICE...LOOK AT HIS TESTIMONY AND THE POWER OF GOD IN HIS LIFE AS A PROPHET..

I used to be embarrassed (until truly after the 48 hours of prayer) of my lustful childhood and being bound by demons..NOW I'M READY TO SHARE IT (NOW) TO THE WORLD BECAUSE I WANT OTHERS SET FREE AND TO SEE THE POWER OF GOD IN MY LIFE...

I used to be embarrassed of being back at home after college... NOW I'M SO EPICALLY GRATEFUL BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE NOT BEEN AT THE 48 HOURS OF PRAYER AND GOD WOULDN'T HAVE GOT THAT PRIDE OUT OF ME...SO HE CAN USE ME FOR THE MINISTRY.. AND I WOULDN'T BE APART OF MY PARENT'S MINISTRY AND GOD USED THIS TIME TO HEAL MINE AND MY FATHER'S RELATIONSHIP;. 

THANK YOU FOR BEING A VESSEL OF THE LORD...

MY PARENTS AND MYSELF INDIDVUDALLY ARE NOW GIVING OUR TITHES TO YOUR MINSITRY AND I AM BECOMING A PARTER. I live in the country, but I went to Houston yesterday wearing my dad's 48 hour of prayer shirt (IT'S HUGE ON ME BUT HE GAVE ME HIS CUZ THEY RAN OUT OF SHIRTS) AND I FOUND A YOUTUBE CLIP OF THE 48 HOURS OF PRAYER WORHSIP AND IT'S ALL I LISTEN TO.BLASTED IT FROM THE CAR WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO ASK ME '48 HOURS OF PRAYER??'.IT'S PLAYING NOW..THE ANNOINTING AND THE POWER OF GOD WAS DWELLING WITH US ...THANK YOU PROPHET CARN..THANK YOU FOR YOUR OBIDENCE..THANK YOU FOR YOUR STAND... I'M PROUD I GOT TO STAND WITH YOU ADMIST THE DEMONIC ATTACKSS...THAT MEANS THE POWER WAS IGNINTED MORE...

My mom's twin sister, my dad, my mom, we worship to your Cd's, we alll got the inpartation, the tangible anointing at the 48 hours of prayer...and the praise reports of finances are happening...I know mine is coming..when it's here.... I will update this blog post..

Your're so humble prophet Carn but bold. thank you for igniting a fire in Christ in me like never before..GOD INHABITED GREATER GRACE THOSE 72 HOURS...I AM SO GRATEFUL SO GRATEFUL SO ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO HAVE BEEN APART OF IT.. 

My family and I are praying for you and are standing by you and are telling everyone about the anointing taht was there. We are partners with you..

THANKS FOR BEING THAT END TIME PROPHET OF THE LAST DAYS! PRAISE THE LORD. A YOUNG BLACK BOY FROM THE THE HOOD GOD RAISED UP FOR THE NATIONS LIKE DAVID...PRAISE THE LORD..PRAISE THE LORD..

I AM GOING FORTH WITH THE THINGS OF GOD...

MINE AND MY FAMILY'S SPIRITAUL GIFTS AND ANNOINTING HAS INCREASED JUST OVER THESE FEW DAYS...MY BROTHER CHRIS (who was in worldly rap in of the world) IS NOW GETTING READY TO PREACH THE LAST DAY GOSPEL AND IS HOLDING A PRAYER MEETING AT HIS HOUSE THIS SATURDAY)  AND WE KNOW MY OLDEST BROTHER ALBERT, WHO IS ON A CROSS COUNTRY TOUR (HE IS A GIFTED MUSICIAN) WITH A MAINSTREAM SECULAR RAPPER IS GOING TO GET SET FREE AND DELIVERED AS WELL!!

I HAVE NEW TOUNGES
I HAVE A NEW ANNOINTING
I HAVE ABBA
I HAVE MY DADDY REALLER THAN BEFORE
I'M READY TO LIVE HOLY
I'M READY TO COUNT IT ALL AS LOST
I MET SOME AWESOME PEOPLE AT THE PRAYER MEETING AS WELL
I TRAVAILED OUT OF MY BELLY...
I LEARNED HOW TO PRAY..
I FOUGHT PAST SLEEP.
I FASTED FOR 48 HOURS FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
I GOT SET FREE
I GOT SET IN OTHER DIMENSION IN THE LORD
LET'S GO DAUGHTERS AND SONS OF ZION
SOUND THE ALARM..

A NEW LOVE FOR THE LORD AND FIRE...A FIRE.. 
I WILL BE WAKING UP AT 3 AM TO PRAISE THE LORD..

MY FATHER WAS UP WAILING FOR THE LORD, SO WAS MY MOM, OUR HOUSE IS A HOUSE OF PRAISE. 


THANK YOU PROPHET CARN FOR YIELDING TO THE LORD, FOR MILLIONS TO GET SET FREE! 


Sincerely Your Sister in Christ, 
Stacie Cherill Dickson 

2 comments:

  1. "Glory to God for such a beautiful testimony. 2 Timothy 1:8v. states, So do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord or of me his prisoner. Rather, join with me in suffering for the gospel, by the power of God.

    Keys words, "do not be ashamed of your testimony". God is going to honor you for this lil sis. When you decided not to be ashame of what God did for you. You are actually helping another person be release from the same demonic strongholds or worst.

    When you release the truth about your past hurts & struggles you shame the devil/adversary with all his adversities/lies. You won Stacie, You won because Christ in you Won first on the cross. Love you dearly and keep on going for every time you shame the devil you win a soul for Christ. #WhoopWhoop" --Prophetess Krystle Janai Turner

    #March15th2016Tuesday #TurntUpForJesusTuesday

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    1. I have to repost this comment in a blog..it was so encouraging..thank you for this my love.

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