Saturday, May 6, 2017

To: My 'Delightful' Little One. YOU ARE APPRECIATED, SEEN AND CELEBRATED.


She felt all alone
that nobody cared
she loved deeply
purely
so rawlelly
she gave all of herself.
AND I MEAN ALL OF HERSELF.
To Him.
To them.
And it's like, 
all her efforts are being
stepped on.
blown out the window.
unnoticed.
ignored.
tossed aside.
spit on even.

huh?
Don't you see what I sacrifcied? She cries inwardly
Don't you see what loving you has costs me?
I gave you everything.
Abba I need you.
I feel so unappreciated.
Like I'm being stepped and spit on.
Hate wants to come in against them
but I love them so much
please be pleased with me.
I gave all of myself
I don't know what else to do.

I just want to be...
loved back too..


Oh How I see, My Love.
My Delightful One.
I adore you so much.
I see all your sacrifices you do for My Little Ones.
How you lay down your life so they can live.
There is no greater love than that.
That's the love I gave.
It hurt.
It ripped.
It tore
It sucked me dry
It drained me.
But only temporarily
Joy comes in the morning.
Everything act of love you are doing
no matter if it seems 'unnoticed' 
I value so deeply
It was last for ETERNITY
FOR ETERNITY
ETERNITY
We will celebrate your acts of love to My Little Ones for 
ETERNITY!
REJOICE!
HALLELUJAH!
The suffering makes the sacrifice even more pure
more great.
That's why my sacrifice on That Cross is the greatest act of existence
and it always will be.

I feel, I know,
I know what it feels like to feel
rejected
abonaded
Like your love and your sacrifices 
are going unnoticed
waiting for someone to love you
But give what you want to give back
I felt it all for you

and please remember,
give them grace
they're still learning how to give and receive love too,

I AM always in your corner, My Lovely Baby
so give them the same grace I gave you.

Thank you for answering the Great Commission, "My Pleasent Baby"
For feeding
clothing,
loving,
sacrificing,
going without
keeping it all in
FOR MY LITTLE ONES,
Love Always,
Abba
_____________________________________

*Dedicated to my beautiful Momma, Naomi Dickson 

Thank you Abba for loving My Mom
thank you for loving me
for seeing us
for seeing ALL of us.
So dearly
so closely
Thank you for the beautiful roses and flowers My Daddy
got my Momma to showcase his love for her.
So beautiful
Thank you for the roses Roland gifted my Momma last year,
so beautiful.
Thank you for giving us our roses Daily Abba. 
And never forgetting us.
ever.
I'm all for the homecoming
keep my eyes on your little ones
constantly serving THEM AS UNTO YOU.
Without asking or expecting anything in return
Just to make you smile first and them. 

"I tell you the truth," He said, "this poor widow has put in more than all the others. All these people gave their gifts out of their wealth; but she out of her poverty put in all she had to live on."
Luke 21:3-4

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