A Letter to My (YOUR) Freshman Self...

2008-2009
AYYYEEE!
I was a freshman!!
weeee!

I was very quirky, I remember ordering over $100 of quirky t-shirts from Bustedtees.com (the name should tell you) for picture day I wore a shirt that said (Visit Cuba, you might not come back)

So I know God made me quirky.

I still couldn't figure out why no boy wanted me.
was I ugly
I was obsessed (spirit of lust/ idolatry) over this one boy who didn't want me back
but that was the Grace of God
HE PRESERVED ME FROM SEX/SOUL TIES

No guy really wanted me, and I was in porn then so if given the opportunity, even though I said I was going to keep my virginity (even though i was full of lust) i wouldn't have.

So God put boundaries  up for me. THANK GOD.

PRAISE GOD I WAS HIDDEN
THANK GOD NO GUY WANTS YOU
HE'S PROTECTING YOU FOR HIMSELF
FOR YOUR HUSBAND

THANK GOD I HAVE ROLAND NOW!

but looking back, it seemed impossible.
stay innocent
I was always trying to Grow up quick
but those fun times with my brother Chris, even freshman cheerleading, I was always ready for varsity and trying to look older,
just stop
God renewed my youth and people always tell me I look younger now
but when I was in high school some thought I was in my 20s

just be who God made you to be

people use to make fun of my lisp, cuz i talked 'white' whatever
BE IN CHRIST AND BE YOU

SEEK HIM NOW
HE WANTS YOUR YOUTH

I PRAISE GOD THAT HE RESTORED MY YOUTH BUT THERE IS SO MUCH GRACE WHEN YOU SEEK HIM NOW, EARLY. GIVE HIM YOUR FIRST FRUITS!!!!

don't be thirsty for male attention
don't cheat in school (what God has for you is for YOU)

And trust Him and
LOVE EACH DAY HE GIVES YOU AND YOUR FAMILY

EACH DAY IS A GIFT
AND ONCE IT IS GONE
IT'S GONE

TREASURE IT!

:)

"I will exalt you, my God the King; 
I will praise You forever and ever, 
Everyday I will praise You
and extol your name for ever and ever."
Psalms 145:1