Saturday, September 16, 2017

the morning after

this picture taken
2012
a testimony
2nd morning after pills
embarrassed,
but used a Instagram photo to cover up
a hoodie
some ray bans
it's all good...

but really i was broken

felt like i was spiraling under the control of satan
out of control
that I didn't deserve better
purity was so far out of reach

but now years later
I'm walking in it
Roland and I are walking in it

God could have gave up on me
those days i felt sticky
used and sticky
used of satan
a toy to be thrown away

devalued
no valued
i hated myself
but you would't know

that's when God came in and swept me off my feet
and threw me into this sea of immense steadfast love i could never run away from...

i've been swimming in it ever since....

Thank God he saved me
and Roland
for HIS GLORY.

my pain
MY PURPOSE.

CHOSE HIM.

"IF WE CONFESS OUR SINS, HE IS FAITHFUL AND JUST AND WILL FORGIVE US OUR SINS AND PURIFY US FROM ALL UNRIGHTEOUSNESS." 1 JOHN 1:9

PRAISE GOD! PRAISE GOD!!!

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