To The One Called, Slut...

shout out to Dana for being a TRUE friend. reveled some things to her that only God knows and she still standing. SOLDIER. This is Pride Day 2011. First Runner Up. I was a Mess. Embarrassed. Like no joke, I thought my life was coming down. I HAD to be QUEEN, my very VALUE OF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT. Sounds extra and dramatic, but to a wounded, fatherless 17 year old wanting love, it was absolutely devastating. I wanted worth. Even though Christ gave it to me. I was just not ready to receive it then. and Here Dana is, 2017, still standing. 

whore
junky
pervert
drug addict
loser
ugly
a waste of space
the spare
the adulterer
....
i know how it feels
I had a dad who the world said wouldn't be anything
one drugs and instead of helping
people ridiculed

so all my life i tried to get the good grades, go to the top university
whatever it took
i have to be something

trying to thrive off the approval of others
just wanting love
acceptance

joy

what if they found out my past?
 I would fear,
sexual perversions unheard of from childhood
but they really are common

trying to jump out of the tangle webbed I weaved
and i was weaved in
from plots of generational curses
and strategic attacks

no matter what
you did

if you killed someone
molested a child
was molested
a rapist
was raped
cheating on your wife
committed adultery  with someone
YOU ARE LOVED
CHRIST DIED FOR YOU

ALL SIN IS DESTABLE
that is why GOD THE PERFECT KING OF THE UNIVERSE HAD TO COME AND BE SLAIN

for you
for me

SO LIVE ROYAL
YOU ARE ROYALTY
THE PAST IS BEHIND YOU

LIVE ROYAL.

YOU ARE NOT WHO PEOPLE SAY YOU ARE
YOU ARE NOT EVEN WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE
WE ARE WHO WE ARE BECAUSE OF HIM
WE TAKE ON HIS IDENTITY
LIVE ROYAL
LIVE LOVED.

THANK YOU JESUS FOR SAVING ME
YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND ABSOLUTELY EPIC
MY LIFE IS YOURS TO GLORIFY YOU FOREVER

yours Truly,
Stacie

So if the Son sets you free, you are truly free- John 8:36