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She needed to do it
she was on late night
Insta Messenger
She knew she shouldn't
send it
“one last time”
it's what they told
each other
when they wanted to
have sex
one last time before
they went off..
to college, work,
whatever
He was engaged now
pretty girl
she loved Jesus
and she did too,
but right now
all she felt was
hatred and rejection
why did he chose her?
They had built so much
like the tower of babel
their idol tower had
fallen down
she was bitter at God
even had hatred
she knew if she sent
this snap
it would initiate lust
I mean, it's not like
they were really cheating?
It doesn’t really
count if you were not married yet right?
Her friend Meg told
her that it didn't really count with that married guy
she had sex with
because 'his wife made him miserable'.
Blurred lines.
Jesus I just want one
more time to feel wanted by Him,
to feel loved...
but she couldn't hit
send
she lay in the bed
numb...
perfect anesthesia so
God can give her heart surgery...
For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Romans 6:23
*thanks for reading, love-Stacie
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