Friday, July 12, 2019

One Last Time

Photo by Brett Sayles from Pexels
She needed to do it
she was on late night Insta Messenger
She knew she shouldn't send it
“one last time”
it's what they told each other
when they wanted to have sex
one last time before they went off..
to college, work, whatever
He was engaged now
pretty girl

she loved Jesus
and she did too,
but right now
all she felt was hatred and rejection
why did he chose her?
They had built so much
like the tower of babel their idol tower had
fallen down
she was bitter at God
even had hatred
she knew if she sent this snap
it would  initiate lust
I mean, it's not like they were really cheating?
It doesn’t really count if you were not married yet right?
Her friend Meg told her that it didn't really count with that married guy
she had sex with because 'his wife made him miserable'.
Blurred lines.
Jesus I just want one more time to feel wanted by Him,
to feel loved...
but she couldn't hit send
she lay in the bed numb...
perfect anesthesia so God can give her heart surgery...

For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Romans 6:23 

*thanks for reading, love-Stacie

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