Wednesday, July 5, 2017

No Matter What



No matter what you feel
i promise you
you're not forgotten

feeling left behind
promises God has made personally to you
not coming into fruition
but you see the fruit
harvesting 
on people
who don't even Serve Him
Huh? Lord?

betrayal much?
no.


God loves you so so so much, sis.
He's there for you.
Even with no money less than a $1 in my possession.
I am provided for, grateful loved, I've eaten daily.
He's my portion.
I am rich in Him.

Even if others are getting married all around me.
I am not forgotten.
Even if others are going to college
keep pressing in that prayer closet

even if others are getting new cars around you
and you are still riding the bus
KEEP SOWING THE SEEDS OF FAITH
KEEP SOWING THE SEEDS OF FAITH
KEEP SOWING THE SEEDS OF FAITH

CAST ALL YOUR CARES UPON THE LORD!
FOR HE CARE FOR YOU
PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING
LET HIS PEACE OVERWHELM AND OVERTAKE YOU
PLEASE DO!
HE IS SO AWESOME!
SO WONDERFUL!
SO MERCIFUL!
HE IS PERFECTING THAT THING WHICH CONCERNS YOU!!

It's okay to cry
Just cry to Abba
I have to
I seek Him fully in the closet
He is near to the brokenhearted
He is your DADDY JUST TRUST HIM
I even had to ask Him, Lord, Help me to Know You as Daddy
because as I child, my earthly Father wasn't present
so It was hard for me to fathom how to even respond to a 'Abba Father'
But He is so gracious He overwhelmed me with his beautiful love today
I pressed into His presence 
even admist the pain and heartbreak
tears and snot flowed at His feet
to worship from Prophet Brian Carn at the first 48 Hours of Prayer I got to experience.
That CD flowed into my heart from my prayer closet

in Him
I'm Found
In Him
I'm loved
In Him 
I'm Adored

IN CHRIST
YOU ARE FOUND
IN CHRIST 
YOU ARE TREASURED
IN CHRIST
YOU ARE SO SO SO ADORED 
CHERISHED AND LOVED
TRUST HIM MY DEAR FRIEND
HE IS SO WORTHY TO BE LOVED AND TRUSTED
I PROMISE HE IS FOR YOU

NOT ONLY DID I PROMISE
HE PROMISES
NEVER TO LEAVE YOU FOR FORSAKE YOU

DO NOT LET YOUR HEART GROW HARDENED AS TO NOT FEEL THE PAIN
FEEL THAT REJECTION
FEEL THAT HUMILIATION
DO NOT TURN BACK TO THE VOMIT OF YOUR SIN
REMEMBER HOW DIRTY AND SHAMEFUL AND HOW STUCK YOU WERE IN A BLACK HOLE WHEN YOU WERE IN THAT SIN.

PLEASE TRUST JESUS.
I ASSURE YOU, IF I WASN'T GOING THROUGH WHAT I AM NOT
THIS PRUNING THIS PRESSING
I WOULD HAVE NO OIL
I WOULDN'T KNOW ABBA AS MY DADDY 
THE LOVER OF MY SOUL
I WOULDN'T KNOW HIM THIS TRUE AND INTIMATE
HIS PROMISES ARE NEW FOR ME EVERY MORNING
HE IS A FAITHFUL GOD
DO NOT HARDEN YOU HEART AS TO NOT FEEL THE STING

HE WAS REJECTED
HE WAS BRUISED
JOHN THE BAPTIST WAS BEHEADED
PAUL WAS MARTYRED
WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH

BUT THE TEMPORARY PAIN IS NOTHING

TO THE ETERNAL GLORY

HE ISN'T PUNISHING US
WHEN WE CARRY OUR CROSS

WE ARE BECOMING MORE LIKE HIM
AND WITHOUT THE CROSS

WE CANNOT SEE CHRIST.

Keep your head up.
Jesus Loves You.
Become His Friend. 
Because He is Yours
Dear One.

Isaiah 53:3
He was despised and rejected by mankind,
    a man of suffering, and familiar with pain.
Like one from whom people hide their faces
    he was despised, and we held him in low esteem.



Thank You for Reading.
May Jesus be Your Joy Today.
Let Him Hold You.
So dearly, so tightly.

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