Friday, May 19, 2017

He's Blanketing Me.



8pm- Lord, I want to go to sleep to forget to pain.

9PM- Tempting to fill this empty void with pornography... but that's left me dry, dirty and empty. A neverending void to the bottemless pit.

10PM- Seeking a text. Seeking some love. Seeking a NEW DAY. A new life even. When is my time for happiness?

11PM- My body is aching. I have a headache from my tears.


12AM- I wake up from a dream of demons chasing me. I'm spiraling out of control.

1AM- I'm tossing and turning under the sheets back and forth. I'm throwing the pillows to the wall. I would scream but I don't want to scare my family in the other rooms.

LORD PLEASE HELP ME!! I THOUGHT YOU ANSWERED THE CRY OF THE RIGHTEOUS!! ??

2AM- The Darkness and Numbing...

....BUT THEN....

This quiet peace...
that ever gripps me..
that saturates me.
I'm not jumping up and down.
But it's a peace I can't explain.
It's pure love.
HE'S BLANKETING ME.

Like a little baby...
He rocks me in His Arms.
And I fall asleep in His bosom.

If It weren't for the nights of spiraling engulfing darkness...

I wouldn't know YOUR LOVE COULD BLANKET ME.
ME.
THAT YOU'D DO IT
for ME.
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Galatians 5:1

"It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery."
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Dearest Abba,
Thank you for always blanketing me with your love in the midnight hour. You are so faithful. May we REST AND SLEEP IN YOUR GOODNESS. May we not numb the pain with sleep, but Abide in YOUR Precious love as the sun sets, and before it rises.
YOU ARE SO FAITHFUL.
FAITHFUL THROUGH THE DARK NIGHTS.
WE ARE NEVER ALONE.
Like Beautiful Pastor Hill assured me, WE ARE NEVER ALONE,
BECAUSE YOU ARE THERE.
YOU WERE THERE FOR MY MOM AND DAD IN THE MIDNIGHT HOUR
LATE NIGHT TEARS,
EVERY NIGHT YOU WERE THERE FOR ME. NO MATTER HOW DARK.
BUT IT'S IN THOSE DARK NIGHTS, I CAN TESTIFY AND SCREAM OF YOUR GOODNESS.
THANK YOU FOR BIRTHING OUT THIS POEM AND BLOG POST THROUGH ME.
LIKE THE BACKGROUND OF MY BLOG,
THE NIGHT STARS PRODUCE THE MOST BEAUTY.
Let us be your night stars.
That you care so gently for.
MAY WE EMBRACE AND REST IN YOUR LOVE TONIGHT LORD. AND EVERY NIGHT. AND FOREVER AND ALWAYS.
IN JESUS MOST HOLY AND PRECIOUS NAME!!
AMEN !! AMEN!! AMEN!!
Thank you for giving me the gift of StacieCherill.com Lord, and Last Call Ministries, so I can share of your goodness for a living.
I love you,

I'm all for the homecoming,
Precious in Your sight,
Stacie Cherill Dickson
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