Friday, May 19, 2017

He's Blanketing Me.



8pm- Lord, I want to go to sleep to forget to pain.

9PM- Tempting to fill this empty void ... but that's left me dry, dirty and empty. A neverending void to the bottemless pit.

10PM- Seeking a text. Seeking some love. Seeking a NEW DAY. A new life even. When is my time for happiness?

11PM- My body is aching. I have a headache from my tears.


12AM- I wake up from a dream of evil  chasing me. I'm spiraling out of control.

1AM- I'm tossing and turning under the sheets back and forth. I'm throwing the pillows to the wall. I would scream but I don't want to scare my family in the other rooms.

LORD PLEASE HELP ME!! I THOUGHT YOU ANSWERED THE CRY OF THE RIGHTEOUS!! ??

2AM- The Darkness and Numbing...

....BUT THEN....

This quiet peace...
that ever gripps me..
that saturates me.
I'm not jumping up and down.
But it's a peace I can't explain.
It's pure love.
HE'S BLANKETING ME.

Like a little baby...
He rocks me in His Arms.
And I fall asleep in His bosom.

If It weren't for the nights of spiraling engulfing darkness...

I wouldn't know YOUR LOVE COULD BLANKET ME.
ME.
THAT YOU'D DO IT
for ME.
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Galatians 5:1

"It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery."
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