Thursday, August 3, 2017

2 a Days...




every 2 a days
like clock work
4 years
this summer
i will have the boys
look at me while they practice
their 2 a days 
on the track
can't wait for my 17 magazine to get in
so i can get my new workout
i want their attention
they look at the head cheerleader
she's perfect
flat stomach
nice butt
perfect
she runs with her sports bra and short soffee shorts

she does her backhandspring perfectly....
all the boys stare...
i'm sure even the coaches...
i feel my flab
covered by a t-shirt
but my dream
is to one day
run in my sports bra
and have
all eyes
on me
next year's two a days
i will have it.

___________________________

Years Later
that girl knows
that Jesus sees her as perfect
Her body is a temple of The Holy Spirit
not meant to be lusted after
I confused and was manipulated to think
that lust was love
but it was just a counterfeit
The Love of Christ
was always there for me
The attention and acceptance I craved
I didn't have to Fight For
Because Jesus already accepted me
Fully
The Love of a Father she didn't have tangibly in her life
She wanted in the lustful eyes of men
even the envious stares of girls
but All In All
Jesus Told her Her worth
and That 
Is Perfection. 
Thank You Jesus
for saving me.

"God has said: "I will be with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be my people." 2 Corinthians 6:16

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